Bus Stop.

I walked to the bus stop, i saw the bus but i need to run a little bit to catch it, but then i slowed down when i felt like i won't be able to get in even tho i was just few meters away from it. But then i finally in front of the bus and the door shut down imidiately.

I don't want to ask the bus driver to open the door for me because they kind of asshole, not all of them, but so many of them, when they see you running towards them, they don't care. They will ignore you and move on. This is the result of HR policy that they getting paid not based on how many passengers they had but based on number of trips.

I waited for the next bus, there are three options of line, all of those three will pass through my destination. You know what happened? I saw so many buses passed but none of it was my bus, what is the odds? I waited for more than 15 minutes, yes it's not that long, but i am in hurry because according to my calculation, i will definitely late. And i hate to be late, even tho it's just meeting friends.

Ever heard of time relativity? I won't give you scientific explanation, because i am not scientist myself, in simple terms, the speed of time is not the constant but depend on your perception, for example, 5 minutes can feel so long when your favorite football team are leading 1-0 in the final but felt so short when your team are losing.

Time pass so fast when you are enjoying the moment, but feel so slow during something you don't like, one hour foot massage feel so short and one hour waiting for the bus can feel like forever. 

The same way when i waited for the bus, 15 minutes feel like eternity, but 15 minutes scrolling tiktok doesn't feel much. That's why normally i open tiktok every time i wait for something, just simply to make time feel short.

So, what's the point of this writing? Nothing. I just want to wasting your time. 

Hehe joking, you know what? We always seems in hurry. Often we never enjoy the moment because we always thinking about our future plan. But time itself is relative, for example when you in hurry to get married, will it matter if it today, after a year, or two years? Your will always have option for future partner, so why bother if he or she is not waiting for you?

My biggest regret is not to enjoying my time in school too much because i always looking forward to be an adult, so i can be free, making my own money and i think i will enjoy life more.

But in fact, every period of life has their good and bad. I trapped in the past and in the future, i never enjoy the present. I am wrong, and you too.

Why in hurry? Some people become millionaire at 20, some make it at 60, and some after reincarnation. So...?